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Birthday wishes

Sun Dec 13, 2009, 9:14 PM
I think this is the part where I let loose and show my emotional side... Again.

So, here, it is my birthday, and I... Am crying.

Is it so wrong to want your family?
Is it so wrong to want everyone to be here?
Is it so wrong to want just everything and everyone to be okay?
(That's what I wished for, btw.)

No. It's not so hard to ask for that much. I realize that I wear this mask that people don't see past unless you know me well enough. I realize that my eyes betray whatever the hell I want to feel. It's hard to let go, it's hard to be vulnerable. It's hard for me to even say what I want to say, what I need today.
Fuck.

What the hell is wrong with me?
Maybe I shouldn't ask that question to myself, but to of those around me.
Why is it so hard for people to just accept everything that I am, why is it so difficult to help me be happy? Why is it so hard for everyone to just not do things that make me worry?
Why the hell do I have to care so damn much?
These past two days have been happy...

So why the hell am I crying?

Happy birthday to me.
I'm one year older.
Yay.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Embers and Envelopes - Mae

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  • Current Residence: Minnesota
  • Interests: Music, Writing, Love
  • Favourite movie: Unknown
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many to count
  • Favourite genre of music: Piano
  • Favourite artist: Unknown
  • Favourite poet or writer: Myself
  • Favourite photographer: Unknown
  • Favourite style of art: Sketch
  • Operating System: Windows (fail) Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: CellPhone
  • Favourite game: Kirby, Mario, Zelda, SSBB
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii, Ps2, Ds
  • Personal Quote: Don't be afraid, show me the true you. I'll welcome you with open arms.

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